Like A Boy!

So here I am again, bored at work yet again... and again on youtube.com. Last night while I was on aim with my friends I saw that meebo.com was advertising Ciara's new CD. They also had an option to look at her old videos and as I was looking through what videos they had I saw that they had the video "Like a boy". I hadn't watched this video in a long long time. I love it! Then after that video the 50cent and Ciara Video came out, you know the "cant leave em a lone" video, and it hella brought memories.

I use to go out with this guy and he was not my usual type (good boys). He was one of those bad boys but a good boy at heart. He had a grill in his teeth, tattoo on his chest and neck, and use to be in jail. It was all bad. But something about him really made a little crazy and made me have a little fun. I don't miss him at all and deep inside of me I knew it wouldn't work, but man... he is the only guy who picked me up. HAHA! He was my "doughboy" like Ciara says. Obviously, it didn't work out, and after we broke up, everyone was like "WTF! what were you thinking??" I am such a good girl and he was such a bad boy. But whatever, it was just fun.

Sometimes, when your heart is broken, you forget all the good memories, and you just keep rerunning all the bad ones in your head. But it is fun remember how fun you had it. I know sometimes, especially me, we all don't want to remember the good times because it hurts so much, and I am not saying that if you just broke up with your boufriend to remember the good times now, because you are only gonna hurt yourself more, but when it comes time when you do not feel anything for that person, then it is time to remember and realize that it is ok to laugh at the good times and miss them without wanting them back.

I love Ciara, and her music is the bomb, it makes me wanna dance and her style is the ish. But what I love most about her is that her songs take me back to those good memories, even if it was with crappy guys, because just because you think they are crappy now, doesn't mean you thought they were crappy then. What artist makes you reminise?

Anyways, time to watch more videos.

Miss Understood is out! lol