First Day of the Goal....

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Hello Everyone,

So I know I have not logged on here in a long time but its because well... I've been a little under the weather. Yes! Under the weather and all because of this one great guy that I really cared for but he turns out to be not so great. Anyways, so... I dont know if I mentioned it before but I am trying to lose weight to look great for my 25th bday in October. I have been trying to lose weight but I am still stuck with the same weight which is not acceptable. I joined this great workout place called Hip Line (www.myhipline.com) in Berkeley, CA and it is so great. They have all sorts of classes and the first class I took is called Shimmy Pop... it is a great class which is like arobics but with some dance in it, its super cool. They also have these other classes like Pilates (which I went to yesterday and worked my "muscles" which are full of flab right now.) and yoga, and they even teach Belly Dancing =) so you can do the Shakira dances for your man... lol, well for those who have one unlike me =(.

So yes, back to my goal. So I am trying to lose some weight atleast 15 lbs by October and I already go to 24 hour fitness (and nothing I dont shed nothing I tell you) and on Thursday I am going to join Weight Watchers. I swear I hope it works, cuz I am desperate... I wanna lose 15lbs by October (which is sort of reasonable right?? I mean thats what, 7.5 lbs each month) and hopefully by New Years it's 30lbs. Man... I am desperate... I need to look good! I mean now that I am done with school I need a new goal and I guess my #1 Goal is to look good cuz I am no longer 15 years old (I mean i didnt even look good when I was 15 so I guess I wanna look good for the first time in my life!)

Anyways, everyone, we will see how it goes... I am really trying but sometimes I get weak and I have to have some Rocky road ice cream... I mean shoot its my fav... ahh... I guess I should of called my blog Miss Understood Fatty. lol...

Goal: Lose 15lbs by October
Current weight: 174 lbs
Ultimate Goal: Lose 34 lbs and be a 140 lbs =)


Is it doable... let's hope so! Ewwk!


Alright ya'll, I am out! 'Till next time,


MissUnderstood (Fatty) lol =]

Like A Boy!

So here I am again, bored at work yet again... and again on youtube.com. Last night while I was on aim with my friends I saw that meebo.com was advertising Ciara's new CD. They also had an option to look at her old videos and as I was looking through what videos they had I saw that they had the video "Like a boy". I hadn't watched this video in a long long time. I love it! Then after that video the 50cent and Ciara Video came out, you know the "cant leave em a lone" video, and it hella brought memories.

I use to go out with this guy and he was not my usual type (good boys). He was one of those bad boys but a good boy at heart. He had a grill in his teeth, tattoo on his chest and neck, and use to be in jail. It was all bad. But something about him really made a little crazy and made me have a little fun. I don't miss him at all and deep inside of me I knew it wouldn't work, but man... he is the only guy who picked me up. HAHA! He was my "doughboy" like Ciara says. Obviously, it didn't work out, and after we broke up, everyone was like "WTF! what were you thinking??" I am such a good girl and he was such a bad boy. But whatever, it was just fun.

Sometimes, when your heart is broken, you forget all the good memories, and you just keep rerunning all the bad ones in your head. But it is fun remember how fun you had it. I know sometimes, especially me, we all don't want to remember the good times because it hurts so much, and I am not saying that if you just broke up with your boufriend to remember the good times now, because you are only gonna hurt yourself more, but when it comes time when you do not feel anything for that person, then it is time to remember and realize that it is ok to laugh at the good times and miss them without wanting them back.

I love Ciara, and her music is the bomb, it makes me wanna dance and her style is the ish. But what I love most about her is that her songs take me back to those good memories, even if it was with crappy guys, because just because you think they are crappy now, doesn't mean you thought they were crappy then. What artist makes you reminise?

Anyways, time to watch more videos.

Miss Understood is out! lol

Work + Music = boy in my mind

Work ooooohhh dear work.

Hello everyone,

So today I am at work at one of our satellite stores and well, I am bored. BORED OUT OF MY MIND... and I guess I am here to complain about the broken computer, the lack of work to do, and that the only customer I had all day wasn't even a customer, but the mail lady. GOSH! In the mean time, I am entertaining myself with some cool songs on youtube.com, I am watching videos of this Spanish group called La Oreja de Van Gogh. They sing Spanish rock and their lyrics (if you understand Spanish) are so sweet and down to earth.

My favorite song of theirs and which is the one who introduced me to the group is called Rosas. The lyrics basically tells a story about a girl who was in a relationship with this guy and she cared for him a lot. After six months he broke up with her by saying "it was a pleasure being with you but it's time we part ways." She put her hands to her heart and asks why is he leaving her and his excuse is he doesn't even know. So every Friday, she would wait with a teary face hoping she would see him and he would bring her roses, but he never did.

Every time I break up with someone I play this song, and I guess after I broke up (if you could even call it break up) with the last person I was talking to, this song really hits home. This person, for the first time, well in seven years, was someone really special to me. We shared something really special before he even told me he cared about me. We shared a few great weeks of being together, then he freaked out about being in a relationship (because he had just gotten out of one not long before ours) and it was all over. So every time I listen to this song, it hits home.

Lately, I have been getting really emotional. Very sad. Impossible to get over him. And not because I want to be attached to him, but because, he keeps talking to me. He is one of those guys that is not a normal regular guy, that once he goes out with someone he never talks to them again. NO. He is one of those nice guys, that even though it didn't work out, he still wants to be friends and talk to you all the time. It is very difficult to get over someone like that, because I am so used to jerks who break up with me and move on to the next girl. But as for him, he is nice and every time I talk to him I think "WTF! why can't we be together again?" I hate it.

Then by thinking that, I start to think oh great, something has to be wrong with me. I am so used to jerks and now I have this guy who isn't being a jerk and is trying to continue to be my friend. Then in the other side (I swear I feel like I have the devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other) I think well, he is nice, but why is he being nice to me? So I won't call him a jerk? He doesn't care about your feelings, he doesn't care about you. So maybe he is a jerk. AHHH! I just blocked him for now from my aim, and deactivated my facebook. See I told you folks, maybe my friends are right, I am a little looney! Or maybe I am just misunderstood. I wanna talk to him about this, but my friends keep telling me that every time I talk to him is like breaking up all over again. Maybe I do prefer jerks over nice guys since the jerks vanish from your life, and the nice guys continue being there, sort like teasing you and saying "haha, I know you like me and I know you care and we are still friends cuz I am such a nice guy, but we will never be together cuz I am afraid of commitment." All I wanna say is AHHHHHHHH! lol.

Ok gtg now, customer is here! Yey finally work to do. But for now I will still listen to Rosas.

Until next time.

Miss Understood

Every Girl's ( & boy's) Got a Favorite Book

Hello everyone,

So I just finished reading this extremely awesome book by Meg Cabot, called Every Boy's Got One. This book is extremely cool and an easy read. I really loved it, I couldn't put it down for longer than an hour. It takes place in Italy and it is about a cartoonist and a writer whom go with their to friends to company them to elope. Of course the Cartoonist and the Writer don't know each other and don't like each other from the beginning. But it is extremely funny, because the writer who is the grooms best friend and best man, is trying to stop the wedding, when the cartoonist, the maid of honor is trying to stop the best man from ruining the wedding.

I think the reason why I enjoyed the book sooooo much, it is because it is not your normal writing of a book. It is written in forms of emails, journal writing (via blackberry and in an actual book) and blogging. It is awesome. I mean I cried (and I know I am a cry baby, but I honestly never cried when I read a book, swear!) and I laughed so hard I snorted haha. It is a great book. I can seriously see it becoming a movie. Although, I do not know how they would do it, since the conversations were recorded view writing.

If you are bored one day and are tired of working out with music or you hate getting on the elliptical at the gym 'cuz it feels like those 20 minutes are going way to slow, by this book, I promise you that time will fly and you will forget you are only doing 20 minutes and you are already at 30 minutes.

I hope you listen to my advice and GO READ THIS BOOK!! =)

Miss Understood

Ps...
Did I mention that the writer for this book is also the author of Princess Diaries? I know you are thinking that movie is silly and for teenagers, but you know you secretly watched it and loved it! 'Cuz it was (admit it) kinda cute and funny.

Pss...
The characters in the book at between 30-35 years old, so no! it is not a teen book!

Hello Everyone...

Hello Everyone,

I am here I guess to vent and I guess to entertain you all with my crazy thoughts. The title of my blog is miss understood, because sometimes, I believe I am just that. Miss understood. I do things sometimes to make everyone else happy, when it comes to love, friendship and family. I am here to share my stories, my thoughts every other day. I can't say I will do this daily, but I try to vent on here, because I honestly believe I am making my friends think I am a little bit of a looney.

But I don't think I am looney, I just think I am just that I am miss understood, and I seem to express myself better in writing, compared to words, because when I tend to say things, they seem to be all over the place. I am not gonna lie, I have started a blog before, but I was so afraid of writing how I truly felt because I was afraid of being judged (story of my life), so this blog will not ever display my identity. I want this blog to be about all the crazy things that go on in my head, because I know there are other people, not just women, that are misunderstood (the real misunderstood, cuz i am the only miss understood, lol) because men also have crazy things going on in their heads sometimes.

So I welcome you. I am not saying this blog is going to be the best, but it will be fun. That is my only goal. Enjoy your time here and feel free to come back soon =).

Sincerely,
Miss Understood

PS....
Did I mention thank you for coming by?